Music has always threaded through my life. And in this most difficult time, music has touched me again. I heard this song on the radio today, as I scanned the channels. I remember loving this song when it came out, but I always thought it was sad. I haven't heard it in over a year, but today it literally made me weep. I had to pull over on the LBJ Freeway. I have lost my soulmate. Even though things did not work out as I would have liked, we mutually ended things amicably. He was still my best friend, trusted advisor, and the most wonderful man I have ever had the pleasure of knowing so deeply. Losing him so unexpectedly has been devastating, but I know peace has found him. So this song is for him. I'm sending it out to S, and I know he is smiling and saying, " Baby, I love you too."
Last night I had a crazy dream
Leave me wishing still for one more day with you.
That’s what I’d do with one more day…
Thank you, but it would be too much if people said nothing. Perhaps that doesn't make much sense,eh? I am making peace with myself, and I have never been able to do so in complete isolation. Does this mean that silly personality test is correct? Besides, I am not pregnant, and I think we are all mourning something each day...
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