Is it Me?

So okay, I'm still plugging away at the online dating thing. I went through the steps, I was witty, I was charming, I was me....and I was rejected. Turns out this guy really wasn't ready to seek out a new relationship because he was still carrying a torch for his "lost love". Is it me? I tell you, when I go to midnight Mass, I'll have to go early and get in a confession. I am thinking very evil thoughts about people who are dishonest with themselves. If you aren't ready, do the rest of us a favor and save us the time spent, for the love of Mike! No...I'm not really angry. It's just frustrating. I really believe people should carefully examine what they really want and do their damnedest to get it. Of course, I want people to be happy, and I wish him well. Here's the very nice kiss off:

"Hi,Last night, the "one that got away" came back. We were in love, and things out of either of our abilitites to control split us up. Well, those things have been resolved, and emotions that were suppressed in vain have resurfaced. I cannot, in good concious, email another while a chance exists that what once was will be again. I am sorry that this type of thing has happened. I would never have gone back to the Eharmony if I knew this chance would resurface. So, I am leaving the internet dating world, and focusing on regaining what I thought was lost forever.Good luck in your searches, I wish you every happiness.
T"

Onward and upward, I guess.

The Black Death

I'm sick. There, I said it. I hardly ever get sick, so I stay in denial longer than most. I think I have the black death...or black lung...something! My head is all stopped up, and I've been coughing, sneezing, and blowing my beak since Saturday night. I blame Crystal...just so you know. She had it, and she was breathing on me at the party...I just know it! But I can't take off work right now...big TAKS test tomorrow. Maybe the end of the week if I don't feel better. Send me chicken soup and vitamin C thoughts, my peeps.